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    11/27/2006

    不象孩子一样哭泣

         无意间找到Green Day的谱子,《when I come around》在耳边回响,哈!这就是我们曾经年少轻狂时所追求的东西啊。
          那是一个炎热的下午,高中课堂上的空气奄奄一息,老师手里的书本被他嘴里吐出的“真理”折磨得睁不开眼睛,那个角落里打瞌睡的我作出决定,在死亡来临之前逃之夭夭。是什么会有如此巨大的诱惑力?WOODSTOCK 94音乐节!!换句说,一张珍贵的打口CD有足够的动力刺激我对学习的热爱,虽然这不是所谓的“真爱”,但是我情愿跳进这个深不见底的陷阱而坠入深渊。下课铃声一响,我和疙瘩已经急不可耐了,一个眼神就足以传达出我们回归“母体”的强烈愿望。冲出教室,冲进家门。(学校离家只有五分钟路程,如果换作是跑,另外中途停下来2次用来喘气,3分钟足矣!)伴随着解脱与愉悦的歌声,两个懵懂的少年在路上欢快的奔跑着,就象收到了上帝对他们发出伊甸园的邀请一样。Blind Melon、Green Day、小红莓……翻来覆去的听,播放、暂停、回放……我们被画面里的疯狂现场深深震撼,从来都无法想象音乐能够带给人们如此巨大的力量,对两个少年来说,这是一次对心灵的洗礼同时也是一种颠覆。他们对身边的现实世界是如此的冷漠与陌生,更愿意孤独的呆在自己内心想象的世界里,幻想着自己扮演的角色,给彼此带来些温暖。
          两只耳朵竖起来,一只耳朵注视着音响里跳出狂燥阴柔音乐的音符,另外一只耳朵则倾听着老爸下班回家的脚步声。哈,全神贯注不敢有丝毫的怠慢,那是一种假我失真的状态。曾经老爸的一次提早回家,把正在家里认真练琴的我吓得寒毛直立,怎么办,怎么办啊……急中生智!把琴往床底下一扔,掏出无数本练习册中的其中一本,沉思起来!老爸的脚步声伴着水管里漏出水滴的节奏越来越近。“下午怎么不去上课?”啊,这个问题的无数种答案在我脑海里旋转着。“呃,呃……”额头渗出的汗水给这个快令人窒息的画面涂沫了几笔僵硬的色彩,从那一刻我的紧张表现可以断定今后绝不会成为演技派。“下午是体育课,没意思,我回家复习功课……”唉,多么牵强的理由!不过对于当时把学习放在第一位的老爸来说,这个理由已经拥有了足够的说服力了。这次突发事件告诉我玩火是多么的危险!以后再玩火就必须提高警惕性,降低危险系数,确保万无一失啊。
          可爱的孩子们在甜蜜的梦乡里沉醉,当他们从成长的梦里醒来,不会再象孩子一样去哭泣。

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